loser

assalamualaikum and hai!
uhuk3..
i'm so sad. i just acting stupid again... arrgghhh.
what the **** that i'm thinking of? you guys know what? just now i just log in my facebook to stalk someone?
astaghfirullah. i'm so stupid but i can't help. it just some feelings..oooo i don't how to described it.
sedih sangat. why i can't end this stupid mushy lovey dovey thing? that someone tu entah-entah tak ingat pun dekat i. dia tak kisah pun nak tahu pasal i and i'm being so cheap!
wwaaaaaaa.... T_T
but then luckily that someone tak tahu that i asyik stalk dia ja. and i hope dia memang tak tahu or not malu tujuh keturunan la i macam ni. tapi seriously, adel dah macam kena sumpahan, ingatkan nak main-main ja, tapi kenapa sampai sekarang that feeling tu still ada?
oh dear "someone".
can you do me a favour? stop haunting me. stop being a ghost and if possible please do something that make me hate you more and more. i'm really hoping. :(